Spring 2015 - grieving our Chloe

this is a couple grieving, just gone through hell and back and not sure how to bounce back

and these are their daughters; affected because they are sensitive and caring, but thankfully, blissfully unaffected too

My Angel Chloe

My pregnancy came to an end on February 25th when our darling third daughter, Chloe Grace Madonna, was born at just 22w2d. She lived for two and a half hours - which was all I had to pour a lifetime of love into. She was the 'C' to complete our 'A' and 'B' and shared the beautiful features of her older sisters.

I miss her terribly - we all do. You might wonder how you can miss someone that you didn't share memories with yet? Well, it's the hopes and dreams I miss. The plans I had for my little girl and her place in our family - I grieve the person she would've become. Everything is different now. Abigail and Bryony have had an early lesson in heartbreak, and all the Madonnas and Parkers have been shown that every pregnancy/every life, truly is a miracle and a blessing.

I miss you sweetheart xxx

World Wildlife Zoo

When Bryony dresses herself these days :)

               

 

Abigail got to feed her favourite animal, a giraffe

Our Third Girl

Our appt on February 4th confirmed that, as expected, mini-Madonna #3 was to be our third GIRL.